Every day the water in the lake I run by sinks lower,
every day another day passes without the rain.
The heat soaks my skin and heart as I continue to go further,
as I continue to run deeper and deeper into this maze I’m never escaping.
I want to escape the place we first met,
forget the nights we spent under the stars,
talking, drinking, dreaming.
But the rain refuses to fall and clean my mind
of your voice, your face, your name, of you.
You never said the words that I heard,
so I don’t think the blame lies on anything but my soul.
You never made any promises, you were careful of that.
And I read into everything, making castles out of clouds.
So now that there are no clouds left in the sky
and I’m left with the stars and this shell of a heart,
I don’t know what to do,
except wait for the rain to bring in a new start.
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